她長得並不好看，粗壯的體型、黝黑的肌膚，相較她的姐姐卻是皮膚白晰、體型瘦高。如果兩人站在一起，沒有人會想到她們是姊妹。
那一年，我大約10歲，和照顧我的阿公阿嬤住在一個三合院的房子。這房子是租的，三合院中間那一戶是屋主，右手邊的房子是我們家，左手邊是另一戶人家，也是租的，而庭院的入口處有一顆長得並不茂盛的蓮霧樹。
在這三合院裡，小孩子自然是彼此認識、有時後還會玩在一起。然而，那個年紀的我，阿嬤管我很嚴，通常我只能透過紗門往外看著和我一樣大的小孩玩在一起。
有一天下課，屋主的大兒子說：小女兒已經被賣掉了，剛剛才被帶走。
我問：賣掉？賣到哪裡啊？
屋主的大兒子說：賣到鎮上的妓女戶啊，姐姐2個月前已經賣掉了。
是喔～難怪我很久沒有看到姐姐了。我說
過了兩三天，放學後；我才走到院子的入口，就看到那個被帶走的小女孩出現在院子裡，非常害怕的張望著並跟我說：如果有人來，就說我家沒有人。
接著我才一進屋內，放下書包，就聽見對面的屋子傳來哭叫聲說著：我不要啦、我不要啦！
阿嬤叫我不要看、也不要出去。
我聽著外面小女孩的哭叫聲..慢慢遠離..直到消失，這件事就在一個凝重與無聲的午後結束。沒多久，那位媽媽也搬走了。
長大後，我已經知道什麼叫做：妓女戶。但始終不知道為什麼那位媽媽可以賣掉自己的女兒？而且還賣到那種地方。
這已經是幾十年前的事了，我從未忘記這個小女孩，不知道她離開那個地方了嗎？不知道她現在過得好不好？
也沒有忘記她最後說的那8個字：我不要啦！我不要啦！
短短幾十年，那些頭腦異常的人類對性的演化可以從兒童到現在的幼兒，甚至是嬰兒，這應該是那位創造亞當，並說女人只是男人身上的一根肋骨的神，當時沒有想到的事。
A girl who was sold
She was not attractive, with a sturdy build and dark skin, in contrast to her older sister who had fair skin and a tall, slender figure. If the two stood together, no one would think they were sisters.
That year, I was about 10 years old, living with my grandparents who took care of me in a sanheyuan-style house. The house was rented; the middle unit of the sanheyuan belonged to the landlord, the right-hand side was our home, and the left-hand side was occupied by another family, also tenants. There is a bell fruit tree that is not lush at the entrance of the courtyard.
In this sanheyuan, it was natural for the children to know each other and sometimes play together. However, at that age, my grandmother was very strict with me, and I could usually only look through the screen door at children my age playing together.
One day after school, the landlord’s eldest son said, “The younger daughter has been sold and was just taken away.”
I asked, “Sold? Where to?”
The landlord’s eldest son replied, “To a brothel in town. The older sister was sold two months ago.”
I thought, “Oh, that’s why I haven’t seen the older sister for a long time.”
a few days later, after school, as I reached the entrance of the courtyard, I saw the young girl who had been taken away. She appeared in the yard, looking around fearfully, and said to me：If anyone comes, say there’s no one home.
Just as I entered the house and put down my schoolbag, I heard cries from the house across, saying：I don’t want to! I don’t want to! Grandmother told me not to look and not to go out. I listened to the young girl’s cries gradually fading away until they disappeared. This incident ended in a heavy and silent afternoon.
Not long after, the mother also moved away.
As I grew older, I came to understand what a “brothel” meant. But I never understood why that mother could sell her own daughters, and to such a place.
This happened decades ago, but I have never forgotten that little girl. I wonder if she ever left that place? I wonder how she’s doing now? I also haven’t forgotten the last eight words she said: I don’t want to! I don’t want to!
In just a few short decades, the abnormal human evolution regarding sex has progressed from children to toddlers, and even infants. This must be something that the God who created Adam and said woman was just a rib from man’s body hadn’t anticipated.
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